i love her<3
she is thee bestest girlfriend in the world!
she is the buffalo to my wings
she is the pepper to my ketchup
french fries to my burger
the gel to my hair
the cheerleader to my games
ok that is it.
Treat your girl right, bro. Plain and simple. I know it can be hard to please her sometimes, but it’s worth it in the end. Remember that she’s your happiness, your world. She should be the first person you talk to in the morning, and the last person you whisper “Good night” to. Unlike some of your bros, she’s going to be there for you when you’re the happiest, but more importantly, when you’re at your lowest. She’ll cook for you and care for you, so treat her like a queen. Girls are delicate creatures. Think before you say. Think before you act. They take every little mistake you make and multiply it by a thousand. So try not to mess up, aight? When you’re fighting, sometimes it’s better to put your relationship before your own pride. You’re not helping yourself by making her upset, bro. And never, ever, under any condition, let her go to sleep crying. She’ll resent you for it for the rest of your days. Don’t forget to make her feel special everyday. Open doors, go shopping with her. Hell, make dinner for her! The more you show her you love her, the more she’ll give you in return. Remember that an “I love you” via text is never as special as one in person. And show her off to your bros, don’t be ashamed of her. She’s never been ashamed of your dorky ass. Look, she doesn’t really need much in a relationship; she just wants to feel like she matters to you. That’s not asking for much, bro.
But if you haven’t learned a thing from reading this, remember this. Love her unconditionally, loyally, and keep her close. Love her with everything you’ve got: emotionally, mentally, and physically. Because I swear, if you won’t treat your girl right, I will.
i miss days like these. a time when there was nothing to be stressed out about. when i could be as lazy as i want with the person i love.
can’t sleep
It’s already 2 AM and I still can’t fall asleep. My final is at 7:30 and I’m barely ready for it. I don’t know where my head has been these past few days. I thought I got over the withdrawls from cigarettes.. but I guess not. It’s now officially Day 38. I kind of wish it wasn’t even Day 1. I don’t like the way I’ve been acting as of late. I feel like I’ve been way too clingy with Kim. I don’t even want her to go home. And I feel like I don’t spend enough time with her. But I need to get my shit together because once summer starts, we’re not going to be seeing each other as often as we have been. It’s going to go back to seeing each other only on weekends. Maybe even every other weekend. I think I need to learn how to let her go. Not necessarily in a bad way, but to let do her own thing up in Fullerton. She has her own life, and I have mine. I always knew that concept, yet I don’t understand why it’s so hard for me to deal with all of a sudden. I think I did perfectly fine with her up in Fullerton during Fall & Spring semester. I think it’s the cigarettes. I kind of want to go back to them, just so that I can start acting like my normal self again. I feel so agitated and angry for no reason at all at different times of the day. I think I know how a girl feels when she’s on her period (bitchy). I want to go back to the times when I was able to let her go and not feel the stupid empty feeling in my stomach after only a few hours. I want to be a happy kid again. Don’t get me wrong; she makes me happy everytime we’re together. She ain’t doing nothing wrong. But recently.. whenever she’s not here, I get all sad inside. It makes me feel like a pussy. I don’t like it.
Dear Tumblr,
Why can’t I get over the fact that she’s a grown woman now? This isn’t like high school. Even though she’s my girlfriend, I have to accept the fact that we won’t always be together. Especially when there’s 45 miles separating us. I trust her. I know I do. But why do I still feel uneasy about her going to a party full of strangers? Why did I get that stupid feeling in my stomach when she told me she exchanged phone numbers with a guy? I know it was just so that she could return the favor and throw a party and invite them. Especially since she’ll be throwing a housewarming party sometime soon. But why? I know I love her and I know she loves me. But why does it seem like that isn’t enough? Why does it seem like I can’t do enough for her? I want to be together more, but I also want to give her space. I’m kinda glad we don’t live together because then it gives a chance to miss each other so much more. But I kinda wished we did live together so that I could wake up next to her every morning I wake up. We’d both have morning breath but we wouldn’t care because we’d just think it’s our own. I wish i got my school priorities straightened out already. After seeing a counselor at school, I found out that it’s going to take me at least another year and a half to transfer out. She’s going to tell her parents about us soon, and I still haven’t even decided on a major. Are they going to disapprove of me? Are they going to hate me? Are they going to think I’m just some loser who’s going no where with his life but loves their daughter? Damn, I want a cigarette. These withdrawals are kicking my butt. I feel so cranky these days and i’m thinking too much. Oh yeah, I’m on day 12.
